“STOP IT!!”
I used to view my negative thought patterns in much the same way I viewed my eating disorder: as something that was beyond my control. Now, for the first time in my life, I am realizing that there are no “good” or “bad” thoughts/feelings, just as there are no “good” or “bad” foods – – there is just a series of healthy or unhealthy choices in both eating and thinking.
Whether I “meditate upon” negative thoughts or positive thoughts, that has no baring on my value as a person. Same with my food choices. But the TRUTH of the matter is that the positive/healthy thoughts (or foods or behaviors or feelings,…) are the ones that make me feel BETTER about myself and therefore, they are the ones that will lead me to a more enjoyable way of life. They will not make me “good,” but they WILL make me HAPPY!
So why not do what I do now? If you find yourself dwelling on things that make you feel bad, just yell to yourself, “STOP IT!” And then change the picture in your mind. I like to imagine this happening the same way a channel changes on my television when I press a button on the remote control.
In the beginning it seemed like I was doing this a million times a day. Now I think its down to only a couple-hundred times. (Remember: It’s all about progress, not perfection, right?)
So give it a try. I think you’ll be pleasantly surprised.
June 20, 2012
This post was written by Sheryl
Categories: Tricks (& Tools) That Work For Me
Tagged with: creative visualization • insanity • personal stories • recovery • tools • tricks
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